NO SLEEP TONIGHT

DRINK A CUP OF COFFEE TO PUNISH MYSELF

been scold by a person
cos of im feel sad bcos of my friend's father passed away in sudden
he said i was sad for ntg and useless
why not use the time to focus on study?!
why jus keep wasted the time to keep my emotion down and do ntg there?!
am i know im left not much time to waste now?!
sad for what?! thats cant help anything for my fren what

yes i know
i cant do anything and i shall do not waste my time anymore and to focus my revision
so?! isnt i need to ask u before i sad?! or i jus cant feel sad bcos i feel sympathy to my friend?!
if u were me, do u will feel sad and sympathy to ur friend?!
this all is jus happened in sudden and i cant accept the truth in sudden only
am i said I DO NOT TO STUDY NOW?!
then why do i burn midnight oil until 2:42am now?!

whatever
i jus did wrong
alright
maybe i should listen to u
so no wan sleep tonight
don blame me if i vomit or feeling not well after a cup of coffee
im deserve to get hurt
bcos im wasting my time now
im shouldnt feel sad for my friend cos it helps ntg to my friend

SORRY!