ATTN: SOMEONE WHO LOST HER HEART

yes i know

you are sad

you are cry

you are hurt

you are pain

you are down

in someday u need awake

to know what is the reality

how realistic of this world

love doesnt mean everything

dear

save the best for the last

he's not the best

as all knew it

u worth to happiness and been love by someone

he not care but we are

positive thinking please

LIFE GOES ON

cheer you up

we will always right by ur side

love

无须羡慕幸福的你

反正大家的幸福定义

本来就不同

这一次

提笔了好久

仍只字不出

写了少

整个月的苦累痛悲就无从发泄

写了多

像是自己在原地踏步

明明大家正在往前走

所以

留了上半段

丢空至今

还是得完成

只是这次

我需要较长的时间和思考

毕竟

伤感的文字我不常用

那你如何?

近来我的生活空泛

无惊喜无娱乐无色彩

惬意的生活

轻松的假期

你快到来

我要增值自己

赶走落寞的心灵

哈哈哈



ATTN: Mr.Cat!

近来压力大了哦

像是忘我地开了一堆无期包票给我

说要吃这又要去那的

好好记得自己是开了什么包票丫

不然下次我绝对不留手痛扁你了

可要知道你是个有案底的前犯

哈哈哈哈

23th JANUARY 2011

will never forget what is happened today

an unforgettable incident

appreciate my love's still safe and

we are together

THANKS GOD!!!

LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!!!

6 DAYS MORE

6 days more

to go another first month

not a happy first month

but suffer and guilty

someone teach me how to run out from it please

it is jus so TERRIBLE

heart never stop bleeding until now

AM I REALLY WRONG?

jus feel like never do a right thing but jus make ppl feel hurt

im bad

zzz

距离感

很讨厌很不屑很厌恶

那种看不见算不着解不了的距离

人与人的距离

明明是相识

明明很熟悉

也可以无因由故的变得陌生

进而产生距离

无言以对

别把这套用在我身上

要么就装酷一辈子

不要人前无语

人后无所不说

经过昨天之后

真的很想呐喊说

我吃不消

他以为我很笨，
所以不会有明白的时候。


他以为我很强，
所以他不说。


他以为我很烦，
所以他不问。


他以为我善忘，
所以我不懂什么是“回忆”。


他以为我不会难过，
所以眼泪都假的。


他以为我不懂努力，
所以一切都没价值了。

我就像个快乐得；无忧得；忙得像是不会难过的人，
至少他以为是这样。

他好像忘了，
看恐怖片时我会怕，
看见血腥我会躲，
生气我会骂，
难过我会哭，
疲惫我会闹,
还有我会写日记，把所有事情都尽力记起来。

FINALLY!

YES

ITS FINALLY!

EXAM IS OVER!

END!

WE HAVE PASSED THRU ALL THE PAIN AND SORROW

FIGHT WIT OURSELF IN WITHIN THIS TEN (10) DAYS!

GOOD JOB PEOPLE!

WE DESERVE TO HAVE A LONG SLEEP NOW

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

TIMES TO SPEND OUT ALL THE MONEY

FOR THE COMING CHINESE NEW YEAR

AND HANG OUT ALL AROUND WIT MY DEARRRRRRR FRIENDS!

I-CITY! BEER! SING-K! MOVIEEEE! FOODS!

ALL I EVER WANTED

AND

I WANTED IT NOW

HAHAHA

HAVE A HAPPY VACATION TO ALL MY DEAR CLASSMATES

AND ALL MY FRIENDS WHO JUS FINISH EXAM ALSO

GONG HEI FATT CHOY

LOL

=D

feel annoyed to someone who laugh me sleep like a pig when i was sleep

LOL

as i thought always

theres no one can understand whats our feeling and

how we passed the day when exam period

jus myself and  my dear coursemate and "YOU"!

but not "YOU" deifinitely!

im sorry bcos

TEE SHIN JIE jus so small gas and cant stand to see u are laughing there

BLEK

NEW RECORD

again break my own record

be a night ghost again

really lose to this sem final exam

every subjects are tough + quite difficult + needed so much of brain memory

memorize this and that

DAMN

by the way

i have also challenge my own limits

fight with my body

LOL

end here

jus wan to record down the new record

*GOOD NIGHT*

5.13am SUNDAY 16/01/2011

the very first time sleep after xian slept

wahaha

BAD!

i did it bad

so so bad

in my *FUNDAMENTALS OF FINANCE*

leave alot of blanks

and even a easy calculation question also cant answer it as well

burned so many midnight oil but still can forgot at the last

its so so so so so so so soooooo BAD!

haiz

should positive thinking now

pray will get pass

i really hope so

no tears although wan to cry

zzz

ah gong

ah ma

ah bek

wah gong

wah ma

u all must bobi me

please please please

T_T

fight for the last

*BUSINESS LAW*

another cruel war began



2 moreeeeee...

2 more subjects to go

*FINANCE* and *BUSINESS LAW*

are coming to us

oooooommmmmggggg

arrrrrgggghhhhh

isssshhhh

jus feel like going insane

slap me pls

I HATE CALCULATION

I HATE SECTION 1, 2, 2(a), 2(b), 3(c), 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 until infinity...

zzz

WHY must always suffer before enjoy the holiday?!!

SOS!

jus like many days doesnt sleep well and follow the time

thanks god im still alive

thanks god my dark eyes still not covered my eyes yet

thanks god my face still not full of pimples

everything like okay

but seriously not okay

too many stuff need to memorise

highlight the points until highlighter is dry

brain stucked

very jammmm

hard to imagine when the last subject *BUSINESS LAW*

what we will bcome

vampire?

panda?

or mayat?

hahaha

relax relax relax try to relax

but seem like difficult

cryyy

i need many many foods to calms my mind

help!

lately updated my blog almost daily

bcos others than this

really donno how to express whats my feeling now

cant shout at home what

zzz

help!

SOS!

坏人

在某些人眼里或心里

我大概是个万恶不赦的坏人吧

好像哪天跑出一个人来告诉我

其实我不是

NO SLEEP TONIGHT

DRINK A CUP OF COFFEE TO PUNISH MYSELF

been scold by a person
cos of im feel sad bcos of my friend's father passed away in sudden
he said i was sad for ntg and useless
why not use the time to focus on study?!
why jus keep wasted the time to keep my emotion down and do ntg there?!
am i know im left not much time to waste now?!
sad for what?! thats cant help anything for my fren what

yes i know
i cant do anything and i shall do not waste my time anymore and to focus my revision
so?! isnt i need to ask u before i sad?! or i jus cant feel sad bcos i feel sympathy to my friend?!
if u were me, do u will feel sad and sympathy to ur friend?!
this all is jus happened in sudden and i cant accept the truth in sudden only
am i said I DO NOT TO STUDY NOW?!
then why do i burn midnight oil until 2:42am now?!

whatever
i jus did wrong
alright
maybe i should listen to u
so no wan sleep tonight
don blame me if i vomit or feeling not well after a cup of coffee
im deserve to get hurt
bcos im wasting my time now
im shouldnt feel sad for my friend cos it helps ntg to my friend

SORRY!

节哀。

温习的当儿
突然接到噩耗
主席的父亲因病而与世长辞。

不知道说什么，能做什么
团员知道后都手足无措了
只是心里默默为他加油
希望他能勇敢撑下去。

明天的他还得面对考试
能感受他的心里有多折磨和难过。

你要坚强，要勇敢，要记得
身边的每个人
大家都从心支持你，爱你，惜你。

阿弥陀佛，节哀。

WHAT NOW?!

WHAT NOW?

ytd still tot wan to start the revision today

then

still do ntg today

do what then?

lepak-lepak with my friends nia

movie ytd

bowling today

jus like totally forgot im facing the exam now

jus let it be

is really no mood to start study

but trust myself

i will start it soon

LOL

hope so

one more bad case happened after we bowling

on the way i fetch my friend back home

i jus did some illegal things

first: i didnt lock my seat belt

second: the road tax is expired on 8th Jan, when i drive is after 12am which mean 9th Jan

third: im used the illegal way to turn back my home

and

the police jus drive through infront of me!

O.M.G

but he didnt catch me or give my some signal to ask me stop

jus keep look at me when he is drive

zzz

heart is really scare at the time

ammitaba

god blessing me pls

jus hope the police uncle will kind as i tot

and wont captured down any photo

chi gik!

Season of the Witch + Smarties ice-cream

exam is tough

so we should get sometime to relax ourself

have a short break

take a deep breathe

to go more further

hahaha

so what to do to relax my mind?

movie is always my first choice

after have a short nap and dinner

choose to go 1utama to have a movie

*SEASON OF THE WITCH*

by NICHOLAS CAGE

before go in theatre i jus tot this movie was something like

magicians, black magic bla bla bla

but then

after watch it

wooowwwooowwww

got abit shocked when watch the movie

hmmmm

maybe im jus a penakut

hahaha

by the way

quite not bad

for me its still worth to watch huh

so whoelse got interested can try to trust my opinion

after that feel like to eat ice-cream

went the nearest 7-11 bought the *SMARTIES ICE-CREAM* jus cost RM1.20 only

but feel so much satisfied and happy

recall back the childhood memory

hahaha

overall

i have ady relax my mind

so the next

im ready go for fighting my next mission

working + start the MR revision

have u ady relax ur mind and ready for the next turn?

=D

*FIRST DAY OF EXAM*

what the heck is going on?

TEE SHIN JIE

why why why why why

LOL

no one can answer

im jus so so soooooooooo LATE

this is jus a beginning

the first day of exam

ady LATE

omggg

even though i had set TWO alarms

still LATE

before going out from house

im jus left around 15mins to prepare all the stuff

LUCKILY

im still able to done finally

hahaha

used to late i think

zzz

and

i got a lovely babe

my rescue star today

*MS. LIW SHU XIAN*

without her morning call today

im definitely absolutely confirm LATE

so now

*THANKS* my lovely babe

i will always love u

LOL

*THANKS* for all the people

urs support too

im always appreciate that u all have right by my side

tweety soon

mr cat

mr ken

mr ck

ms may

so on so onnnn...

 touching

well

jus done a sub today *MORAL*

so far no prob i think

but the coming sub will more scary and horrible

no relax yet

gambateh everyone!

times to have a small break

nights

<3



明天

恐怖的日子总是来得特别快

不知觉地

我竟到了不剩二十四小时

就得踏入考场去

虽说已考过无数次

但每到临几小时前的时刻

就是会出现忐忑心跳加速超快饿的状况

对着一堆的笔记左涂右画

荧光笔就快发不光了

能怎样?

还是继续涂画而已

拼命将一大堆事不关己的名词塞进脑

明明想睡还是不愿睡

出生入死的大家

我们一起来个佛脚抱抱活动吧

总爱养成平时不烧香的习惯

哈哈哈

牢骚发完

继续苦恼去

习惯了

也不是很在意

那是什么意思

反正你说过的话

多半都是留下问号

没心猜没心想

该知道的

我总会有知道的时候

冲

该是时候了

时间从不留给迟疑怠慢的人

所剩无几了

应该往前冲去了

毫无后顾之忧地冲刺

为了什么都好

别捧了个空回来就好

不虚度就是了

要是说需要努力

那我还更需要坚持

希望说好的坚持

真的不是只有三分热度



2011

终于2010年还是结束了

今年说漫长不漫长

说短暂不短暂

惯例的

年轻人总爱在前夕倒数

如常的

这是第三年

我与朋友们在云顶度过了

比起去年的回忆

这次开心多了

不用在车海中走路到达

不必在人群中失去方向

前往的途中

在缆车里

还有个家庭为他们可爱的宝贝女儿庆生

在里头切蛋糕

当然我也分到一块

超温馨幸福

但也好不多

糗事总是在我身上发生

竟然在云顶

一个说来不陌生的地方

走着走着

迷路了

还走到指示着回吉隆坡的大路上

无言



头一次

在酒店里

睡得没得睡

而需要铺被睡地板

可怜

哈哈哈

另个悲哀

还是最悲哀

这是继去年倒数

延续的遗憾

没得看烟花

天气浓雾漫布

能见度几乎零

活动取消

无奈

但人总要正面思考

很开心

已经满足

往年同行的朋友

今年身边走的依然是他们

我们都长大了

更懂得惺惺相惜

更确定大家的重要性

疯狂得来

还知道该怎么理性处理情绪了

我的2011年

该会有怎么样的发展

静观其变

新一年第一天

还是第一次

惹你生气

原谅我的故意

你明知道这是玩笑一场

疼回你丫